First, I would get ready to go to a service from 1pm-4pm For Key Club. Were going to Vista Cove (seniors house or something like that ) to play with old people, since they don’t have anything to do on Halloween. We’ll play games related to Halloween.
Then around 6-7ish , put on my PJs and go trick or treating with my cousins.<3 We plan to get lots and lots of candy. (8 !
So yah, if everything goes as planned, today would be perfect.<3
So today, I was suppose to be at LA Arboretum , playing with little kids for the Halloween Spirit, for Key Club. Its a service, so I would get hours.
I changed into a cute outfit, clipped up my hair, got my cell phone, water bottle, chap stick, wallet with money, Key Club Agenda, two pens, hand sanitizar, Student ID a comb and coffee candy into my purse. Ready to go.
But no, the thing had to be cancecled. <//3
But the worse part is that place if freakin’ pretty, I`m not even kidding. <///3
I mean , HOW MUCH ATTENTION DO YOU NEED? You have friends, yes? Yes, so why need more. Don’t crave attention, that’s just sick. You have parents, don’t you? I’m sure they give you attention. I mean why? What’s the point ? You cry, people are like ” awwws what’s wrong? ): ” They’ll be fooled if you do it once in a while , but if it on the daily. They’ll stopped caring eventually. People can see through falseness, so why be one?
On a Chapter Test, I got a fucking D. I don`t know if you noticed, but I hate failing, and that is a complete disaster. I`m sorry, but I`m one of those people who say ” Its an A, or its a fail.” I was raised that way. I wanted to the cry during the whole period, but I was like fuck that. But somehow I managed to smile throughout the day.
That people don’t really care about me. Like in choir , they were all talking about gossip, and all that. & When I got bored I had to actually poke someone to start a conversation. I was left out. Everyone was sitting on a chair, while I was sitting on the floor. & I don’t know if you noticed but sitting on the floor, wasn’t that nice. x -x” I can’t see shit down there, I can’t see the movie that was playing. Most of time I pretend to check the time or text, so I won’t be seen as a loser whose on the floor cause she has no friends. Oh wait.. v______v” Its okays, I like being with them. But their not my real real friends , like the one who would save me a seat, so I don’t have to sit on the floor. Its okays, its just another day.
No just no , just because I wanna do homework does not mean I`m a nerd. EVERYONE does homework , unless their slackers. But back the point, so what if I`m a nerd? I rather be smart then a dumb pretty girl. So yah, thanks. Call me nerd. I call you dumb.