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September 2010

after school ...

i went to cousins house . (: !

my cousins are so nice yo  ,

&`s then  went home got yogurt with brother , and

then read my Biology paper , and fell asleep .

GG  Bro . (:

Aug 31, 2010
Aug 31, 2010
Aug 31, 2010

August 2010

mkays First day of School .

Pretty Good , have no classes with her . <3

saw a cute dude in some classes . (:

NEED TO MAKE FRIENDS  .

ummms , she acting like a bitch .

who the hell does she think she is ? .

anywhose (: !

i don`t like my last period …

no-one talks to me . o_______o”

lame , might drop it ?

other classes are cool . (:

have to Study for Biology . ! D:<

quiz tomorrow .

so like yaaaah ,

Good day . (:

but homework . d:

Aug 31, 2010
excited !

WHY ? O:

cause the beginning of Freshmen Year is tomorrow , you

silly goose . (: !

Aug 30, 2010
Aug 30, 2010
Aug 30, 2010
BLAAAH .

so on Saturday  , Angeli , Diamond , my brother & me  ,

went to a Sushi Bar ( CAGA ) .

and we didn`t know how the “Restaurants” works , so we were like virgins or something . D:

so yah , we got our seats and the dude was waiting for an answer or something , he kept standing there .

dude ” what drink would you like ? “

me & angeli got water , my brother bought in his YoLove Yogurt that cost 6 bucks.
-_______-“ 

so yah we waited until the California Rolls came into view , and grabbed it .

Diamond accidentally got Sesame Seed on her rice . LOL , failed . (:
so yah , i put soy sauce on the little plate things they have ,

and Angeli was like ” oh , i didn`t know they have those . “

then we ate and i gave my brother one ,

and he grabbed a plate. I felt awkward having only eating one plate of sushi , but we all ate one plate so yah .

…

then we it came to the bill ,

we were all sitting there , having no idea what to do ..

like do we call them over here ?

or do we go over there ? D: !

so they came over and they left the bill ,

and yah we paid it ( it felt so adult-ish ) , :D !

and they took it and gave us the change ,

we taught about tip , and left two dollars.

after that , i was like ” were non-restaurants virgins anymore ;D ! “ 

and yah i find this blog , boring but if you read it ,

thankyou . (:

Aug 30, 2010
summmer .

it went by so fast ! D:

i thought it was pretty boring and had nothing to do .

well  “Summer of 2010“  ( sounds pretty dope. xD ) ,

had lots of those “goodtimesgoodtimes” moments ,

got to met new people , had a Summer romance ,

went to the Aquarium of the Pacific , got a Tumblr ,

schools` tomorrow , Registration (2nd day i went ) was pretty fun ,

went to Sushi Bar ( first time i went to a restaurant without adults ! :D ) ,

i found out i don`t like sushi much . o: ,

saw people from school ,

got new shoes , Angeli painted my nails , almost-finished a video-game ,

almost accomplished my all night-er , saw him <3 , went swimming…

a lot of more happened . (: !
but yah , little things makes me happy .

<3

Goodbye Summer of 2010 ,

Hello Freshmen Year .<3 

Aug 30, 2010
Lickthatpinklolly: ♥ 50 things every guy should know ♥ → pinklolly.tumblr.com

1. Know how to make her smile when she’s down.
2. When a girl says she’s sad, but she isn’t crying, it means she’s crying in her heart.
3. A girl can’t find anything to hate about the guy she loves.
4. Girls love it when a guy she likes come up behind her, put his arms around her, squeezes her…

Aug 30, 201035 notes
Aug 29, 2010
some things just don`t change .

i wonder if _____________ ever gonna stop. 

probably gonna date every single damn person .

i thought it fun and games ,

but did you realize you hurt the person that probably

won`t even stay that mad at you for “ever” .

I MEAN SERIOUSLY ,

do you players out there  , think about anyone but yourself ?

players as in girls and guys .

you can hurt your friends ,

but once you hurt your bestfriend ,

its over .

its sick . very sick .

why don`t you guys just stop ?

i mean ,.

adfaDHaflkjf;ldsjfl;sdajfl;jdfl;asjdfl;jasdfjasdflkjsadlfjsaldfjslad;fjasldkj  !

D:

i have no idea where i`m going with this . o___o “

Aug 29, 2010
going to mall with baby sis and Dad .

….

doesn`t that spell disaster everywhere ?

Aug 29, 2010
Aug 29, 20105,343 notes
Aug 29, 2010
FACT .

I absolutely  adore ,  Angeli & Diamond .

i

i l

i lo

i lov

i love

i love y

i love yo

i love you

i love you .

i love you . <

i love you . <3

……….

enough said . (:

Aug 29, 2010
lmfao , frckin` Angeli moved the taskbar , i keep moving my mouse pointer everywhere to find it . D:
Aug 29, 2010
Aug 29, 201043,852 notes
i like how ...

people have the ” looks “

are way more then just a pretty face . (:

its goes deeper WAAAAAAY

deeper then you can even imagine .
you don`t know what is behind their face ,

i mean from my experiencecs ,

a lot of people put on fake smiles , to please others .

they think of OTHERS before them self . 

i mean sometimes , they do it way too much .

and they forget to care from themselves ,

sometimes you have to find time for yourself , and just live . (: !

Aug 29, 2010
lyrics to a lifetime. <3





You never knew
Deep down inside
you where the one who made her cry
She never would show
But you where the one who made her die
Just because she comes off strong
Didn’t mean she didnt fall asleep crying
Even though she acts like nothings wrong
Maybe just maybe she’s good at lying
Now what will you do
with the chance that you blew
What do you think is right
You left that that girl
Because you saw the light
What did you think she’d do
And now that she found her someone new
you want back that change that you know you blew
Just because she comes off strong
Didn’t mean she didnt fall asleep cring
Even though she acts like nothings wrong
Maybe just maybe she’s good at lying
Just because she comes off strong
(you did her wrong)
Doesn’t mean she didnt fall asleep…..
Fall asleep crying
And even though she acts like there’s nothing wrong
(You knew what was wrong)
Maybe……oh yes maybe
She’s just good at LYING

Aug 29, 2010
i forgot ... o-o "
Aug 29, 2010
“don`t tell me the ” skies the limit ” when theres` footprints on the moon.” — i don`t know .
Aug 29, 2010
Aug 29, 2010
Aug 29, 2010
sometimes ..

i wonder if he already replaced me with someone else already ,

i wonder if he`ll ever talk to me again ,

i wonder if i`d hurt him that bad ,

i wonder if he cried for me ,

sometimes i just wonder . (:

Aug 29, 2010
Aug 29, 2010
Aug 29, 2010
lryics . o: !

so fuck the bitch , i don`t need this shit .

ima live life to the fullest  and i`ll have no regrets . <3 

Aug 29, 2010
i want to be his number 1 .
Aug 29, 2010
schedule view .

1st Period  : English
2nd Period : Spanish
3rd Period : PE
4th Period : Algebra Honors
5th Period : Biology
6th Period : Concert Choir


 you guys !
i’m pretty sad about not getting into Geometry & English Honors liked I hoped ,

but things happen for a reason  ? ….

i guess . xD

Aug 29, 2010
i`m more happy these days ...

i think its because ..

of my cousins .<3 (; !

hanging out more ♥ ,

don`t need to worry about hair much ,

no-more boring days ,

no-more drama ( well at least right now. (: ) ,

not her friend anymore - feel so free yo . - ;D  ! ,

idk what it is ,

but i`m a happier person without those who i`d called my friends ,

but i found out that theres` SOOOOO much more in the world , then her

and her evil-deeds  , YES THEIR EVIL ( trust me , ima a professional . (; ) LOLOLOL .

oh wells …

let be happier yah ?(:

Aug 29, 2010
happy mood . <3

WHY the mood , well .. ;D

had fun at Registration ,

saw a hot dude  ( hot dude looked at me ;D ) ,

had a great nap ,

ate a cookie ,

went swimming ,

almost drowned a couples of times ( experience makes perfect ? XD ) ,

goodtimesgoodtimes . ♥ ,

changed my elective ( gonna get fine art credits for it ) ,

my bby sister was cute today ,

hanged with cousins ,

acted like a weirdo in cousins car  ;D  ,

started signing loudly to radio ,

saw people from school ,

people said hi to me  (: ,

i said hi to temple people ;D ,

had a conversation about … stuff with Irene & Bryan ,

saw Bryan ( short one ) the other day ,

relieve that Registration is over ,

got a hug from Irene , 

saw a cute cute cute baby ,

met some girl named … i don`t really know , ;D

walked around SG ,

saw a funny sign ,

eeeeeers ,

saw Vincent ( dude who use to go to Rice ) ,

saw dudes looking at me ( or maybe its cause i looked like crap LOLOL .  ) ,
had shaved ice ,
got a tan i think ,

now i know how to dive more ,

kays . i`m done .

-want to share :D

Aug 28, 2010
i dislike two-faced people .

you seem them all nice & happy & honest  up front .

and you turn around and you see

they call you names ,

back stab you like shit ,

laughs at you ,

don`t stick up for you when your name is mention in a conversation ,

and they act like nothing

fucking happened  when you talk to them again .

then the thing that pisses me off more

is that the two-faced , is like

what happen between us ? D:

i`m like oh , nothing .

YOU BITCH WHAT YOU THINK HAPPEN . ?

- ummms . “word ?”
kays . i`m done , just wanted to share . (:

Aug 27, 2010
fml ?

okays , so like ..
i`m sitting here online ,

which i`m suppose to be , since i`m sleeping early for the habbit for school and all .

BUT !

its for a good reason ,

i`m waiting for my dad to come home ,
he`s drinking or partying or something , and its frckin` cold . l:
i want him to sign my lunch application so i can get food in school ,
and i need this filled out so i can go back to Registration tomorrow , and
take my ID picture , and stuff like that . l:

& i`m pretty sure , they won`t have another “Registration ” day for me. l:

Aug 27, 2010
Aug 26, 2010
Aug 26, 2010
Aug 26, 2010
“is it because you care.?
so you hurt her so badly with all them girls.?
because you told her you love her.?
or is it because you NEVER saw what she thought of you.?
was she even important to you?
i wont try
i wont cry
i wont hurt anymore because
I’m tired of wasting these stupid tears for someone who wont listen and take a chance to actually care.
just don’t bother with me.
just don’t trust me.
just don’t tell me anything.
just FORGET about me.
because once you hurt me I’m never going to forgive you.
I’m living a lie when i say I’m so over you.
but of course you never knew because you were blind to see , what’s in front of you.
you were blind to see that i hurt myself because of you.
YOU WERE BLIND to see that i love you.
I’m sitting here in this room full of hate, full of blood, full of tears.
and yet I’m producing all of it .
you make my day full of hope when you would tell me you love me.
but its all different now.
because your a fucking liar. i don’t love you. and yet that is a lie.
i sit here all alone because i cant see you with another girl.
just don’t bother me. just forget about me .
That’s all you can do is hurt me over and over again. i love you . but you would never care for you are a liar and I’m a lover. don’t talk don’t waste your time telling me lies. just stop hurting me. just stop. i will be just fine ( fucked up. insecure. not sure. emotional. ) oh yeah ima be fine. so go ahead and play your game because I’m tired of falling for it.”
—someone i know .
Aug 26, 2010
symbol thingy ?

*~Kiss on lips = I love you~*

Kiss on nose = your special

Kiss on ear = I adore you

Kiss on shoulder = your mine

Kiss on cheek = friendship

Kiss on fore head = comfort

Kiss anywhere else = be careful

Smiling at each other = I like you

Staring = your cute or pretty

Looking at each other = I like you

Holding hands = happiness

Hugs = they care

Slap on the a** = interested

Arm around the waist = i need you

Breathing in your ear = warming up

Raising eyebrows = flirting~*

Looking around = hiding their feelings

Squeeze on hand = dont leave

Tear drop = im losing you

Crying = I lost you

Aug 26, 2010
what a girl wants .

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When she walks away from you mad:
[ Follow her ]


When she stares at your mouth:
[ Kiss her ]


When she pushes you or hits you:
[ Grab her and don’t let go ]


When she starts cursing at you:
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]


When she’s quiet:
[ Ask her whats wrong ]


When she ignores you:
[ Give her your attention ]


When she pulls away:
[ Pull her back ]


When you see her at her worst:
[ Tell her she’s beautiful ]


When you see her start crying:
[ Just hold her and don’t say a word ]


When you see her walking:
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she’s scared:
[ Protect her ]


When she lays her head on your shoulder:
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]


When she steals your favorite hat:
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ]


When she teases you:
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]


When she doesn’t answer for a long time:
[ Reassure her that everything is okay ]


When she looks at you with doubt:
[ Back yourself up ]


When she says that she loves you:
[ She really does more than you could ever understand. ]


When she grabs at your hands:
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]


When she bumps into you:
[ Bump into her back and make her laugh ]


When she tells you a secret:
[ Keep it safe and untold ]


When she looks at you in your eyes:
[ Don’t look away until she does ]


When she misses you:
[ She’s hurting inside ]


When you break her heart:
[ The pain never really goes away ]


When she says its over:
[ She still wants you to be hers ]

When she tells you she loves you,
[ Tell her you love her back]


When she reblogs this on her page its cause:
[ She wants YOU to read it ]



Aug 26, 2010
hiiiiiiiiiii (; thanks for the follow , cutie ;]

LOL ,  No Problem .
Emily .<3 (:

Aug 26, 2010

Good Night Tumblr .  ♥

Aug 26, 2010
“Everything in life changes you in some way, even the smallest things.
If you do not accept these changes, you do not accept yourself.
For through these changes brings new and greater thing to you,
making you wiser as time progresses.
To avoid these changes is a loss.
You only live you life once.”
—- Anonymous .
Aug 26, 2010
“if you like her tell her because she wont wait forever.”
Aug 26, 2010
its one of those story thingys .

 she asked him if he loved her.

He said I love you more than anything in this world. 

She asked him what would he do for her. 

He said I would give you the world in a heartbeat. 

Finally, she asked him if he would die for her. 

He said I would take a bullet for you any day…  After this, she broke up with him…. 

Three weeks later,  the boy found out that the girl had died of cancer.  She didn’t tell anything to him about her illness.  He was devastated… But what the boy didn’t know was that the girl only asked him those things just to hear him say them one more time, and that she broke up with him  only because she thought that that was he would be prepared when her death arrived…. 

A day after that, the boy was found dead with a note in one hand and a gun in the other….  The note said: 

‘You died for me just as you said that you would do.  So I took a bullet for you, just as I said that I would.’

Aug 26, 2010
& sometimes you make me so mad I wanna throw you in the middle of on-going traffic; but then I realize I would probably kill myself trying to save you.
Aug 26, 2010
“Just because I’m quiet doesn’t mean I don’t have anything to say. I judge people easily from my first impression. I’d rather wait for the prefect guy, than settle for anybody. I’m unpredictable && spontaneous. I try to be forgiving. I enjoy being unique. I’d rather look immature and have fun then care about what other people think. Sometimes I’m really confident, other times I feel really insecure. My friends mean everything to me, but sometimes I just want to be alone. I envy people people who can fit in so easily without even trying. I’m opinionated && stubborn. But I’m loyal, sincere, && caring. I always try to see the best in you… even if you annoy me. I hate when people make me feel guilty to get their way. I’ll always be here to listen to your problems && I will stick up for you no matter what happens.” — Anonymous
Aug 26, 2010
“you wont listen when i tell you something.
for all its worth i rather be dead in my shoes then to waste time with you.
i wont cry i wont break down because I’m tired of trying I’m tired of hurting.
don’t you get it.?”
— someone  i know .
Aug 26, 2010
its okays , i still love you , no matter what . <3
Aug 25, 2010
i`d noticed that when Anh goes on .....

she 


 REBLOGS LIKE HER COMPUTER IS GONNA DIE IF SHE DOESN`T REBLOG SOMEONE . :D

Aug 25, 2010
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